Sunday, November 30, 2008

Friday, November 28, 2008

Every thing is possibe

Due to the damage caused by "Nisha" cyclone, today my company declared holiday. I had enough time to do yoga and to watch films. In one of the film a character spoke like this "This is a century of science and technology. You idiots are still believing this things !!"

It made me think. I switch off the TV and started finding the answer for this.

If you remember history, you can find that, every scientific invention when proposed, every body said, "It is not possible and it is stupid". Remember how many scientist died when they said that the world is round and not flat. Why it is like this?

Many people think that Scientist is a person having lot of knowledge. For me it is totally wrong. If you want to invent/discover new thing you don't need knowledge or intelligence. Because knowledge is nothing but your past experiece. When you apply your past experience in this current context and achieve some thing people will prise that you are intelligence. But this will not help oneself to become scientist. To become scientist you need Awarness not intelligent.

Many people saw apple falling. But newton got aware of the "falling apple" and asked himself a question, "Why the apple is falling?". Because of this, a new formula is born which enabled ISRO scientist to lauch chandrayan sucessfully.

When people tell it is not possible, They telling like this because in their brain the current pattern is not found. Some one will add flavor like this is 21stcentury etc.,
Take myself as an example. In childhood days when I see some one sudenly disappear in the film I will see it like just a fantasy. My brain will tell this is not possible at all. But today in britain scientist made an object disappear using camourflag technique (see james bond Die another day)

I will tell you another example. A motorist who hesistate to wear helmet, will wear helmet, if he met with an accident. This is becasue in his brain some how the accident pattern is not there. So he think that helmet is unnecessary. When he met with an accident now the pattern is created and after that he will definetly wear helmet. If same person without met with an accident anf if he wear helment, we will speak like, "He got aware of the usage of helmet"

So, one should be very clear about Knowledge and Awarness. Knowledge is just a garbage of previous experience. You can make use of it for survival purpose. But if you want to do something other than survival Awarness is necessary and not intelligent. If you notice many scientist they does not even cross the schooling.

I will call Yogis, Saint a scientist. A scientist which we know like abdul kalam, try to be aware of external things and find new formulaes. But Yogis try to be aware of Internal (themself) and find the basic of the creation. Because the whole existence is there within ourself. Buddha is so aware that, he deeply meditate and tells that I am appearing/disappearing. Today scientist are proving this. We call it has Maya. [I remember once my guru (sadhguru jaggi vasudev) told. Everything we live here is a dream but the dream is true. ]

So, for me Every thing is possible. There is no limitation. You can even convert water into gold. It is not a rocket science. [ just a few interchange and addition of electron]. If some one speak about some mystic thing, I will quietly absorve what they says. I will not deny nor accept.
One question I will ask myself for sure. That is,

"Ok, of course Every thing is possibe. But it really done currently anywhere?"

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Cyclone Nisha

Cyclone Nisha lashed chennai for the past 2 days. Today I Started at 9:30AM and struck at oteri. I couldn't move further. Heavy Rain. Then I returned to home at 1:00 PM. In between My vehicle created problem and I couldn't start the vehicle. In every street there is water logging. Today It's a tough day for me.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008


For past 3 yrs My father and mother searching for a girl and finally they settled with Abitha, a girl from chrompet. The Marriage has been scheduled on Feb 15, 2009.

Turn opposite and open the window

I come to know about the word YOGA in the year 2007 and it changed my life style. I thought it will be better to blog it. The word "changing of life style" should not be taken wrongly. What I mean about life style is, we have been nurtured in a wrong way right from the childhood unknowingly. Parents also not aware and every thing is aligned toards society needs and society inturns is a total mess. Lot of EGO & stupid things are there in the society.

If you want to know about the society just walk on the road. See the faces of the people. How sad they are. See how they ride the vehicle. If you see the behaviour of each people in the road from small child to big man, you can sense the pathetic situation in the society. India and pakistan made war only 4 times but how many wars we have fought in our homes. Daily we are making wars. This is a serious problem in the way we are living and this is what I called as wrong nurturing.

Actually Religion is invented by god with help of God-man to make this things right and we are practically seeing that religion also failed. The pathetic situation of the religion now is all people love their holy book, but not the god nor the god-creation. If you give a talk to these people on their life style, immediately they will go and fetch their holy book-tightly hold them with hands and they will keep arguing that my boook told this that etc., The sad things is Most of the people don't know what is written in the book and some people don't know how to read the book itself. I am not complain about the holy book but I am trying to tell is the mistake is not with the holy book but the mistake is with the people who reads and misunderstood in a wrong way

These things caused me a deep longing inside me, about to know, Why Creation ? What I am doing in this world ? I think, many people have similar questions but they settle themselves in many ways based on how their EGO drives them.

When I am 19 my closed friend death created a question inside me of "who am I?". When some one refer my friend as "pinam" some thing broken inside me. She just alive yesterday talking and now she has been refered as "pinam". When she lying down as dead body I saw her face. No change as I saw yesterday..No Injury.. But every body told that she is dead. I tried to find the answer and I am not satisfied with the answers. Many people told that It is soul inside the body and upon death it's leaves. When I ask them, do you felt the soul, when it is inside, they told, "No". So this made me a deep longing to experience the so called SOUL which is inside my body. Another time my friend kavitha told me the story of her grandmother death. At last moment the grandmother take a deep breath and died. After hearing that a longind to understand the relationship between Breath, Body and Soul come into my mind. But I couldn't proceed further since there is no guidance for me. Usually If i have any doubt I will search and I will find the answer. But for this I couldn't. But the longing is there in each cell of my body. There is a deep Longing to know who I am ? Is there God? If yes, Where he is ? Why he created the world ? Why he created me ? (right now see what a ego from me refering the god in masculain form)

Many people are in the same search but sooner or later they settle with something for which they don't have any real time experience. But I am in search of a scienctific technique which will make me understand this and make me experience the so called soul and the relation-ship between God and sould and lot of .. lot of questioins.

Finally in the year 2007 I come to know about the scientific technique which will guide me to get all the answers. The scientific technique is called YOGA.

Yes. Yoga is "Science of the SOUL". What a beautiful sentence "Science of the soul"

Today many people wrongly misunderstood the definition of yoga. Many people have different thought on this. One set of people says that it is a mind relaxation technique. Other set of people says that It is a Therapy, exercise etc., Now-a-days I saw many people using Yoga as tag name for doing their business. But for me It is really a science with lot of formula like a+b the whole square = a2 + b2+ 2ab. Pathanjali re-discovered the esessence of yoga from the dark age and made it like a formula and almost every one follow the yoga in pathanjali way only.

When I decided to take a yoga class I didn't have confusion much like others . I straigth away take 7 days Isha yoga program on May 2007.

Now If I look back I am very satidfied at ISHA. Yes I am at right path to know the answers. Then after that i attended higher level classes like BSP, Hatha Yoga, Soonya meditation and finally I am stepping in to Samyama next month.

Some one asked me whether if some one in spirtual path should renounce the worldly life and go to himalyas. The answers is, "NO". When you do each activity with full awarness and full involvement then you are in Yoga. It's very simple. But the sad thing is we will not do each activity with full awarness and full involvement, because we are nurtured in a wrong way.

A doctor once asked Why yoga for me. I am earning good money and leading good life etc.,
I see this as an immaturity question. When you see the things in close in your day to day life this question will not rise. Let me give you a real life senario. Close your eyes and think what Is the basic of every activities now we are involved. You will find that It is becasue of Desire. If you don't have desire you don't have job here. Let try this example. Close your nose for few moments. Suddenly you body will resist you and take a deep breath. Because Body havedesire to live. If you analyse the desire, the nature of desire is "It keeps on expanding". It's nature is exapanding. 5 years before I thought if I get 20K salary/month I will be happy. Now i want 1 lakh/month. So the desire will not stop. It's nature is to expand and merge with the Infinity. When I say Infinity any body can tell Infinity is GOD. This is what we call as "Jeevan Mukthi". Once a baby is born there is only one GOAL. To attain Mukthi. When this is the goal for each person one cannot affected by the ups and down in their day to day life. Becasue no one can go and change the world. it will be a stupid thing. But one can change themself. This is possible. Whether Mukthi is to leave every thing and go to himalyas. Once Again I repeat the same thing. When you do each activity with full awarness and full involvement that's enough. The remaining thing will be taken care by nature. This is the beauty of nature. If one cannot maintain full awarness and full involvement then they should think deeply themselves. May be they should try Isha yoga as I did. Now as far as me , concern, whether it is Intreacting with society or Interacting inside me, at each momemt I am aware of what I am doing and I am doing things with full involvement. Rest is take care by Nature. Still I have lot of garbage. But I know some day it will get vanished.

God intention is to help you to reach the ultimate goal and not your survival needs. God will not guide to you for this wordly activites. Survival should be taken care by individual. That's why god given us brains hand etc., Apart from survival If you want to know the basics then God will help us. It is like this. There is a room with a window in one side and all other side full of wall. We are facing the wall and doing some thing. For survival it's OK. If you want to know some thing apart from survival, God want us to turn and ask to open the window. Remaining thing will happen automatically. Becasue God grace is available 24 X 7 to every body. The only things is we are not opening the window and all the time we are facing in a wrong direction.

Let's turn opposite and open the window.

Pre Samyama meet

I attended the Pre Samyama meet on November 16,2008. Sadhguru talked about 1 hour and he strongly told that Samyama program should be attended only if a person has a deep longing in spirtuality. I attended the Interview on that day itself. After 10 days I received a letter from ISHA. I opened it. The letter confirms my participation in samyama with slno 671.
It's a wonderful moment in my life. I decided to get up @ 3:45 AM morning for doing Asanas and Kriyas. This will continue for next 30 days with strict diet.

Monday, June 30, 2008

Sathsang with Sadhguru

Last week Sadhguru came to chennai for Anandha Alai Sathsang and I had a chance to see him very close. I usually will not cry because my Intellect will not make me to do that. But what a strange my Intellect is broken and tears flows in my eyes.

One good thing this month happened is, My MOM attended anandha alai. I welcome her to ISHA community. She is also want to join BSP and she is going next month.
It's all because of sadhguru grace.

Yesterday I and my mom spoke about Kailas and manasoravar. I hope I will go to that place next year.

Story of Dasavatharam

For past few days, One thing which made me mad is the movie dasavatharam.
I always love kamal hasan for his hardwork. He is a perfectionist. This particular film, I would say he has promoted himself from an actor to story writer. Albeit this film is targeted for "A" class audience, all audience can enjoy the film by seeing it in parts, like we saw it in MATRIX movie. Regarding the story of dasavatharam, exactly it can be compared to that of MATRIX. I understood the story of matrix after I seen it for humpty number of times and it's a perfect blender of YOGA concept. Like MATRIX, Dasavatharam is a perfect blender of "Chaos Theory".

I remember, some where I studied like "You cannot pick a flower without distubing the distant star". This is true and this is called "Chaos Theory". To put it simple, Imagin that, In afternoon, power has gone and you are start reading a book. The power has gone because, In Neyvali, employees goes strike to protest against N-Deal. Prime minister want to sign N-Deal bacause, Bush ALLAKAIS is putting pressure -- inturns Bush putting pressure on ALLAKAIS. Bush doing this because for his VOTE bank. So, Bush is the culprit for you to read a Book. This is called chaos theory. "Small things" will be related to a Big thing. Can you imagin a flapping of butterfly can cause tornado.

In dasavatharam, the oneline is, the Bio-weapon should be in the sea sore when Tsunami happens. To bring the Bio-weapon to tamilnadu from US, 9 kamals are helping in-directly and 1o th kamal is helping directly. You can now ask a question, like, what nambi is doing here?
That is "Chaos theory". Nambi with his deity is thrown in to the sea. The deity is get strucked in a tectonic plate under the sea. Due to movement of tectonic plate and the distrubance caused by the deity, Tsunami occurs and finally Tsunami destorys the Bio-Weapon.

You can even take this as different way. The God is thrown into the sea at 10th century. The reason behind is, GOD saves the earth at 21st century. Thanks to kamal to bring such a wonderful story. I love this film has I love MATRIX and jim carry's TRUE MAN SHOW.

Regarding technical advancement, Yes the movie scores.

Although, The story has lot of flaws. It is a good movie. [ One stupid thing is the HERO is unable to get the small deity which has the Bio weapon from LOOSU HEROIN ASIN. But forget about this kind of flaws. This is very small compared to Rajini movie. ]

Overall the film is good and it's a HIT movie after Kamal's Vettaiyadu Vilaiyadu.

Also I want to tell that this film is only a feather in kamal's CAP and it is not the CAP. I will keep waiting until the CAP is made. Hats off to Ulaga Nayagan.

Friday, June 6, 2008

Finally it happens

It's my long time goal to create a blog for me and finally it happens today.
I hope I will make this blog a LIVE blog.